My wonderful husband

On a more positive note... i do have to add that my husband has been so amazing through everything we have been going through... He has been praying and being positive, staying strong, and giving me support. I am soo proud of him and amazed by it all.... Unfortunetley i need to take a lesson.. i don't think i have been so great! I am better now that i have read some scriptures that are helping me through it. (Deut. 32:35 and Rom 12:19)

Wishing it was just a Bad Dream!

Well this morning i woke up wishing that yesterday was just a bad dream but unfortunetely it was not.... 1st i found out that a friend of mine had died in a car accident, in which he had caused... then later i found out i also know the family of the man he had hit in the car accident, and he is not doing well and may not make it....

Later, my husband gets home and tells me about THE MEETING he has with his So called bosses. It was suppose to be my hubby talking to his bosses about an issue he has with them and cellphones but instead was throwing in his face everything he has ever done wrong since he has worked there. He blogged on myspace about his feeling and one of them read it so naturally they were furious about that also and said that was breech of confidentiality (He mentioned no names of people or the company) so whatever... Long story short he needs a new job before it causes to much turmoil and i no longer have a relationship with my family... cuz for those of you who dont know he works for my family and they are the ones treating him so poorly. Well last night i blogged on myspace... i blog 2 places now...

Today in the mail i got a letter saying we are being audited on our taxes so that should be FUN!

Well that is all for my life lately.....

You plan and God laughs!

My sister has a magnet on her refrigerator that says "You plan and God laughs".... And ever since i read that little thing i think to myself.... Isn't that the truth?! I mean we think we can plan our lives on a day to day basis but only God knows what will happen tomorrow and anyday after that... Anyways on that note~ my friend Angie informed me that she knows of someone that just might want to buy my house..... and my husband in wanting a new job desperately sooooooo i am praying that it is God's plan for everything to pan out just right and maybe we will be moving SOONER than "my plan" was....

Soooo....

I had no idea what to title my new blog sooo that is the name... Today my hubby comes home quite irritated... so i have to ask naturally what the matter was. And he says he is no longer ALLOWED to have his cell phone with him at work... and blah blah... it is just ridiculous! He uses his phone for work purposes all the time and to communicate with me sometimes if he is going to be late or when he is taking a break to check in.... They expect him to have no form of communication with anyone and if i have an emergency to call them and they will find a way to tell him... oh that is comforting! BUT the other guy he works with can smoke alllllll day long but that doesn't interfere with work just ivan and his cell phone does and to make matters worse the guy he works with is obviously the person who said something about it.... How TWO faced.... It's Bull ..... so i say just another sign from GOD get a NEW JOB.... or better yet move to TENNESSEE.....

Living one day at a time!

I have realized recently that you just have to live one day to the next. Pray everyday for guidance to the next and if we do that all is well... and just leave it all in God's hands. Right now our future is undecided... Do we sell our house? Do we let it foreclose? What bills do we pay? Where will we live? What do we do first? All I do know is that today i have a roof over my head, food on the table, and my family is together and healthy. What more is there? That is all we need. I wish i could just sell everything we have and live off very little. We are hoping that God will provide us with what we need to make the Huge move to Tennessee. My husband and I know in our hearts that, that is the place we should be. Everything points to that... we would be closer to a great church, family who is not only living for the Lord and would be a great example for us but also because i would be close to my BEST friend... my big sister, and just sooo many reasons that i would need way more time and room to finish. So the goal is this summer but i would move tomorrow if i could... i have Nothing holding me back... besides money of course and the fact that i just need to be patient and pray... and God will PROVIDE......